Children

Hannah was still sleeping when I reached home from work yesterday. It was 7:10 pm already. Was told that Hannah couldn't take out her toy kettle cover from her mouth this morning. She was crying out loud. Undeniably, she's trying hard to get the thing out but it couldn't. Abah still at home that time. He tried a few ways to get out that thing. He got her fingers into her mouth. Then, he patted her back many times but to no attempt. Ammar and Aqil were seriously panic and trying to help their sister by asking her to get out that thing from her mouth. Abah, then, asked bibik to try helping Hannah, and suddenly, yesss, it was out! Bravo! Two thumbs up to bibik. What they afraid most was Hannah might be choking.

I felt so terrify and panic upon learning the story. I immediately unload Hannah's toys basket and put aside small items including the one that she put in her mouth to be thrown away. Mommy was so very phobia and won't this thing to happen again. Luckily nothing happen to her, Alhamdulillah. But I also believe with the ayatul quran that I read to each of them every morning before going to work. This is the tips (petua) from my mom. To recite sural Al-Fatihah, Ayatul Kursi, Alamnashrah, Qulhuwallah and Syahadah to kids and our heart will feel peaceful when at work as they are taken care and insyaAllah they will save for the whole day. I always practise those ayatul every time I'm going to leave them. The rest, we live it to God. Tawakaltulillah.

Waiting for bibik to take bath and pray before Ammar, Aqil and me took turn to take bath and pray. I was the last person who performed my Maghrib prayer. It was 8:15 pm already by then. Hannah just woke when mommy got downstairs. Such a long sleep indeed.
Mommy's eyes and body has tired already by 10:30 pm and landed on the mattress by then when Ammar, Aqil and Hannah were busy playing and reading in the next room. I heard their laughing from loudest to louder and to loud that I didn't realize I was in my lalaland already. I was woked up when I heard a soft voice coming from my door room calling for "amiiiii". Ohh it's so soft and sweet that I knew it was my little girl. I wish to have that voice but I know it's impossible now (plus with the age factor *LOL*). She came and kissed me while holding a dictionary with half of if wet. Hah, put into her mouth again! Aqil said that they were having fun jumping on the bed while I was sleeping. :( Grrrr! He said Hannah liked it. Ya la, she will follow what the bro did. Then, he told he read a story book to Hannah while she listened it behavely.

Speaking about behave, I'm so satisfied with my little girl attitude, at least for now, but I hope forever. I don't mind she doesn't bubble much or running here and there. She's a girl. She should control in whatever she's doing. I've enough with her two brothers okay. They are "very active" during their baby and kiddy time. I had to think twice bringing them to relatives and friends house when they invited for any occassion, especially to those people who didn't have children at this age. I didn't mind going to my friends house who have children same like my children age. They would understand!
They become matured now anyway though I've to remind them on and off to behave themselves. I believe, gradually, they will!

Now, when I see other baby or kiddy girl run here, run there, make noise... I feel so much thankful to have my girl with this attitude. Having experienced with these two boys, mommy, in fact, prayed so much during pregnancy to reward a daughter with a good attitude. I believe God has granted me the dua. Thanks God.